What inspires you? What makes you bored? This decides where you are at in the evolution process of your life?
People say that since we are in world we have to be a part of opinions, dialogues, news, processes, procedures, planning, organisation etc. We have to be a part of buying, selling, profit, loss, power, entertainment etc. We have to be a part of party time, weddings, and funerals and birthdays etc, life is to be lived and we must be a complete part of it with all our energies. In that there are states of joy and sad and there are states of anger and compliance. Our days becomes months and months and months become years and years become more years, young to middle age to old and we stay with same-ness of such energies. As we get older some of us become more religious, some more spiritual, some atheist and some more scientific, some very cynical, some very lost, some very quiet and some in great joy.
In all this I always have one aspect that I ponder on a lot. And that is that in my entire life I have paid attention to things that never stayed the same anyway.My energies and time have been used up in suchnesss, of course there has been a learning in all that - yet I have reached a point in my life that the greatest inspiration to my own self is when I dwell inside my heart cave to find myself. The joy to be with oneself in the quiet mind or a quieter mind is so very fulfilling and so very inspiring that when one gets addicted to it - the outer becomes very uninteresting. The outer word will stay as it is - with both good and bad and as long as good is more than bad this is how it will be.
The what is it that is my time pass? There is a word called transcendence - a word that keeps me connected to the mystic other world. the world of bliss - the world of pure and absolute oneness the world of bliss and the world of joy- the world where music plays in heart and the ears hear without any sound....this is may be what people say is the way to become a master of one's own bliss, a chemist of one's own joy living in my own presence of my true self.
People say that since we are in world we have to be a part of opinions, dialogues, news, processes, procedures, planning, organisation etc. We have to be a part of buying, selling, profit, loss, power, entertainment etc. We have to be a part of party time, weddings, and funerals and birthdays etc, life is to be lived and we must be a complete part of it with all our energies. In that there are states of joy and sad and there are states of anger and compliance. Our days becomes months and months and months become years and years become more years, young to middle age to old and we stay with same-ness of such energies. As we get older some of us become more religious, some more spiritual, some atheist and some more scientific, some very cynical, some very lost, some very quiet and some in great joy.
In all this I always have one aspect that I ponder on a lot. And that is that in my entire life I have paid attention to things that never stayed the same anyway.My energies and time have been used up in suchnesss, of course there has been a learning in all that - yet I have reached a point in my life that the greatest inspiration to my own self is when I dwell inside my heart cave to find myself. The joy to be with oneself in the quiet mind or a quieter mind is so very fulfilling and so very inspiring that when one gets addicted to it - the outer becomes very uninteresting. The outer word will stay as it is - with both good and bad and as long as good is more than bad this is how it will be.
The what is it that is my time pass? There is a word called transcendence - a word that keeps me connected to the mystic other world. the world of bliss - the world of pure and absolute oneness the world of bliss and the world of joy- the world where music plays in heart and the ears hear without any sound....this is may be what people say is the way to become a master of one's own bliss, a chemist of one's own joy living in my own presence of my true self.
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ReplyDeleteIt is as if you are penning my thoughts..Every word in your blog tells my story
ReplyDeleteBest possible entertainment for me to to contemplate in silence , accessing my inner self, feeling oneness with whole universe as if I am the universe , Feeling love , serenity and bliss and totally immersed in this ocean . Getting intuition , direction and guidance from the other world is also my favorite pass time.
In this world, you are the speaker and the audience, you are the subject and object, you become the guide and the guided , you become the master and seeker, mind at its sharpest best but still at peace , you leave this world but still very much present here , in total darkness you see and feel illumination . Celebration time i stillness
But Alka ji..this happens to me mostly in the morning
Really thankful for your blog
Rakesh
DeleteThank you
You may see me on fb very extrovert- but truly I am changing and have changed so much- i would rather be with my own thoughts and I can sit for hours and in that I become euphoric and bubbly as I get connected to myself. Once upon a time parties was everything. And now there is no greater joy than being with my own self. This blog is a very personal blog . And I see that connect in you too. The euphoria that one experiences when with oneself is so powerful that nothing else can bring that into you
In outside world, I am also very extrovert , and family extorts me to speak less.
ReplyDeleteActually happiness you create in your system after being alone carries over in your behavior and attitude.
If you are happy inside , you are happy outside . Hum dono jahan ki masti lete hai. Double benefit scheme
Thanks
GM
Deleteyes so true
if you are happy inside then it all gets projected outside too. haha loved the double benefit scheme phrase. The trick is to keep inner connected by constant reflection .
You are so honestly open about your sentiments in this blog that it touches the chord of everyone who reads it.Felt very familiar to me as well.Happy dwelling within...wishing many such more fulfilling moments to both of you !!
ReplyDeleteThanks ..Vibha ji
DeleteI get so much inspiration from her ...and read her views few times to get also what is not written but expressed
Thank you Vibha- yes- this is how i feel a lot..and Rakesh ji- thank you
DeleteWHen like minded people connect then that indeed is a great scenario- as the connection makes the frequencies tuned up even more
yes...walking with and talking with self is most entertaining.
ReplyDeletewhen sometime I do not get time to be with myself...I get irritated...so i always find time with me.. Just to contemplate on the futality of BMI . and best contemplation on Gita ji....that is best....beautiful blog